Home Again

I'm back home. I had all of these great things I was going to do when I got home. And what have I been doing - sitting on my butt. I wanted to get my living room completely done - and I won't let myself go to bed until it is organized. I've gotten rid of 1 1/2 trash bags of stuff, so that's a start. The only thing I won't do is rehang some pictures, only because it's too late to be hammering nails. So I'll do that tomorrow. Tomorrow I need to do my bedroom and take inventory. That will be a long day. And go to the gym. And pay bills. All of those have to get done. And if there is time, some work things. But if the work things don't get done, then they don't get done. I'm not going to worry about that.

I need to quit procrastinating. That's not a good thing to do. Especially when I have all these projects that I want to do. Why do I do that??? I wish I knew.

So I never talked about Atlanta Boy and not seeing him in Atlanta. I'm frustrated with him. I don't understand him. I know we're not together, and we won't be together - he ended that a few years ago. But why does he call me and talk about season tickets and tickets for the bowl game, then blow me off when I'm in town? I don't understand that. I just need to quit calling him. He doesn't know how to be a friend.

And I'm over my infatuation with Football Boyl. I can't figure out how he can be so nice one day and then such a jerk the next night. It makes no sense. Maybe Stupid Girl is the right one for him since she's as selfish as he is. I think SC Girl has a thing for him but won't admit it. She gets upset when he talks to other people and not her. And the way they act around each other - it's almost to a possessive point. But I need to not focus on that because it makes me not have a good time when I'm with them. I've got to really think about football next season and if I want to do it with the group again. Well, that's stupid - I know I do. I just need to make some time for myself as well as with them. I can't do the 24-7 thing again - it's too hard. That's why I left early most of the time. I need some down time.

But I am sad that football is over. I need to make sure to get together with Hokie Chick, Car Driver and Hokie Boy more often than Blacksburg and Hokie Boy's parties. That's just not right. They are fun to hang out with. I need to start hanging out with my friends again and not let work interfere with everything I do.

So that's my big resolution - get back some work/life balance.