The End of the Month

I'm glad this month is almost over - it's been a long one.

I'm getting torn about what to do regarding football next season. I do enjoy the games. And I love the tailgating. But I'm so sick of the drama that it's making me not want to go all the time anymore. And that's just to avoid the drama. Part of me hopes that the two groups do split - then I won't have the drama. And part of me just wants to go up to E & K and ask them if they've worked things out between them or are they still hanging on to each other just because. And I know the answer - they haven't resolved anything. But yet they still choose not to talk to me because I said the truth. And Football Boy - he's even worse. He wasn't involved in this - it had nothing to do with him. But he chooses to be childish about this and hasn't said more than "hi" to me in 4 months. What's that about.

So apparently they're all getting together this weekend down at Tech. I can't come down. I feel like I was invited as an afterthought. And you know what - it's okay. I really don't want to go down there. I want to be at home and take care of things here. And honestly, I still need some time away from that crap before it starts up again. I do miss seeing D&G and F&J, but I'll see them soon.

I guess I'm growing up.